a private blog
influence of music

why am i here
my music taste
focus on your niche tastes in media distract you from the constant state of volition
finance
nihilism wont pay the bills, nor will your taste for philosophy books based on your need for validation
constance
stay unpredictable with your unbiased yet different day to day routine no matter how repetitive you may think it is, it varies
burnt out
claim to be burnt out yet still manage to do your work effortlessly at an office job
naive
i don’t know whether im smart or stupid or lazy anymore, i dont think i know who i am anymore in general
diet
behind every sip of liquor, behind every cigarette smoked, behind every stick of gum and behind every religious prayer is a performative shell of a human